For all the comments you read, I know how you feel and what to do next...anyway...nomatter what your decision is, I support you and hope you really understand your's responsibilities as a daughter, a mom, a wife or any kind of character liked an office lady or a shop owner etc...
Tomorrow is a fine sunny day, wake up early and do the right thing....its a long road.....!!!
Keep calm and dont be silly.....as you are happy even in the past....am I right?