Why 一定要 marry? Marry doesnt means a guy really love you. Do you know what is marry? do you think this is only between you and your husband? Sorry for my hard words.
Life are not so easy, marry is not only between you and him. This is involve to 2 families, very troublesome. Otherwise, here do not have a topic about " 婆媳關係 ".
Sometimes i really missing the time when im single, also missing love from mama! I sugguest you , but some books to read about love relationship, its maybe help you to change your thinking! god bless.